Somethin's in the making...

Don't you just love it when you KNOW God is getting you ready for something?! I tell ya, I can feel His hand on my life and I know there's something coming. It's funny because in the past when I've had this feeling I've gotten pretty nervous and a bit anxious always thinking it's gonna be something bad. (Sometimes it has been) But now, as I've been spending some time in the Psalms this summer and watching how often the Israelites forgot about God's faithfulness I suddenly am filled with such peace and assurance that I know it's God alone! (I don't for a minute think that's a coincidence either)

I know that God has been faithful to me in providing my EVERY need. I know that He has given me strength to do things I would've never thought I could (2 kids, pregnant with #3 and taking care of my dad while he was dying). I know that He has sustained me in times of trouble (losing 2 babies, losing my dad, losing my brother-in-law to suicide). So I know that whatever happens God will provide. He has to. He has promised that He will and He's too holy to EVER go back on His Word! (Love that about Him)

So, I pray for whatever is coming. I pray that He will protect me from myself. I pray that He will empower me with His Spirit to do whatever great thing He has planned for me. I pray that He will make the way easy and obvious so I don't miss it or get sidetracked with my own agenda. I pray that He'll give me courage to say Yes to whatever is coming.

God I know that You are in control and You have proven faithful to me more times than I could possibly share on this blog so I surrender to Your plan. I anxiously wait to see You fulfill whatever this is You've placed in me and whatever You've been preparing me for. I love you Lord!!